35 Weeks...

I talked to dad yesterday and he said that he was so excited. After he hangs up, I burst into tears. The excitement and fear of having this baby, not having a clue as to how to be a mom, and I was missing my mom. My mom would know what to do, I just need to hold her hand right now. Will this child like me? If he starts throwing up at 3am, will I know what to do? Other moms say that your instincts will kick in and for me to stop worrying about it now, but I can't help but to think about it.